spring time transmissions

on working with the monoliths of fear and pain

living in the transformations of time, watching chapters “end” but really just proliferate into their new forms, taking cues from the innate wisdom of all living organisms. what’s that quote about how the only constant is change. thinking about this in the context of fear and pain, a place where movement ceases. where the fear and pain replicate embodied shadows through time, existing to preserve the moment and prevent change with the caring intention of protection. maybe this is why spring feels like such an antidote, encouraging growth, nurturing the capacity to sit with the feelings. bringing air, movement into those original emotional monoliths. dusting them off, allowing oxygen to gently perforate their surface, reminding themselves of their porous capacity, suddenly finding wiggle room in their footing, loosening their anchor into the terrain. from this place in my life, i visit the monoliths with the hopes that through the loving presence of the present they(i) will soften and see themselves into their new forms, again and again.